Time has truly been spent MIA!
I was in a space of stress, depression, suicidal thoughts, anger, frustration, hopelessness, the whole nine! Doula work was slow and non-existent…lowkey on purpose! Was not actively seeking clients, insight, information, other aspects of my life was on hault…and I couldn’t quite figure out how to get out of it.
What have I learned? Just like what I encourage my Doula clients is to speak up when something is wrong or when you don’t feel whole. I’ve learned to move patiently but mindfully. That in this fast paced, quick fix world, the slow movers get pushed out the way, knocked down and over, or ignored. I have learned that my movements have to be intentional! Have to be purposeful! Have to be necessary! To believe in myself and what I am here to do!
Regardless of what happened…I am still standing! I am still breathing! My gift is still here and needed!
Let’s get this shit!